where are my bones?

height= 5'4"
hw- 151lbs (06/11/11)
gw1- 135lbs
gw2- 126lbs. (17/12/11 laurs party)
gw3- 119lbs. (my 18th)
ugw- 100lbs
i just want to be skinny.. atm i'm way off.

131lbs

getting there slowly

— 2 weeks ago
145lbs

eating one meal a day has helped me lose 8lbs in 2 weeks, so my plan is to mix that with exercise, healthy food, and maybe some weight loss tablets, and by summer i’ll be 115. mum will pay for my tattoo, i’l be at plenty of festivals, and i’ll be starting uni.

then i will finally be happy.

i refuse to go to uni fat.

— 3 months ago

me- sorry i got so drunk, thank you so much for looking after me..

h- no problem love, but try not to fall over so much next time, having to carry you about was a proper work out!

i would of rather he just let me get more drunk and choke on my vomit then carry me and say that.

— 6 months ago
Things I want:

brittlelittleb0nes:

  • A thigh gap
  • A gap between my stomach and pants because my hip bones stick out
  • To be able to lean over without my fat belly spilling out of my shirt
  • To be able to sit down without having my thighs expand so much
  • No arm jiggle
  • Visible cheekbones
  • No more double chin when I look down
  • Visible rib cage

one day.. 

— 8 months ago with 162 notes
#It will all be mine soon enough 
i feel disgusting.

i spent all day, exercising, drinking water, tea, diet lemonade- doing everything i could to keep myself occupied and keep me from eating.. but then i have no idea what possessed me. i decided to go downstairs and pretty much eat everything i saw. i then realised what i was doing and automatically started feeling as if i was going to throw up- so i went to the bathroom and all that would come up was liquid. and now i feel like shit. and now on top of feeling like death, i’ve put on 3lbs just by eating for 5 minutes! arghhhhhhh

— 8 months ago